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<3me

Friday, February 18, 2005

everyone's so nosy. everyone likes to pry into my business. i have no sense of privacy at all.
it sort of reminds me of the traumatising lives of movie stars, famous jocks and beautiful people. how flattering.
so i like him. who cares.
anyway. i'm tired of being lousy at school work. i shall just stop trying and revert to my usual slacking. i did much better that way.
and i'm tired of being lousy at softball. it's like. c'mon, give me a break. i'm trying my best already.
school is dull. i suppose i could make it more interesting. i already am, given that people are probably convulsing in laughter at my predicament. heartless fiends.
i have just committed social suicide. wait, i do that quite often.
i'm not being sore okay. it's just how i type. like i'm not hostile. it's just my goddamn face.
anyway.
let's see what tomorrow has to throw at me. i hope theyre vegetables.

<3me

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

if only ------ would tag my blog. seriously. i mean now that wayne has publicised it and all. thanks wayne. you're going to make me cry.
i've been eating brown stuff all day. it reminds me of him. he's tanned like anything.
i'm blimmin lovesick. i think i will be for a long, long time. i don't think i'll ever see him again, though there's a low probability, but it's highly unlikely.
today was the useless changi beach thing. we went there and learnt, to our horror, that the bodies of those brutally slaughtered had never been excavated. in order not to incur any spirit's wrath due to our careless treading on their graves, i said my prayers long before. good for me.
we went to the changi chapel again which i still remember fresh in my mind, therefore it was a complete and total waste of time, though doubtless the teachers had good intentions of making us learn more about history. but they shouldn't have made it compulsory for those who went before, seriously.
lit is freakin depressing.
i love the word freakin you know. the way i say it is like frickin. i think i sound like a bimbotic bitch and it irks the hell out of everyone, but it's just for fun, anyhow.
my msn msnger kinda bombed.
everything is bombing at the same time. its a conspiracy, i tell you.
i shall now depart to ponder on the meaning of life and the loss of love.
fare the well, noble compatriots.

<3me

Monday, February 14, 2005

today is valentine's day.
i couldn't help thinking about him. my mind just kept drifting.
it would be fantabulous if he were here and all.
nevertheless! happy valentine's day loves.

<3me

Saturday, February 12, 2005

my mom gave us ------ today. i almost cried.
so saddening okay. i'm still coping with it and i have to eat ------.
hoho.
i just realised how cool gurbster sounds. its like some weird moniker. like superman! whooh. i like. (=
i love ------!

<3me

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

when you're down and troubled
just think of the potatoe fields! cos people are like potato fields! they both need to grow!!
or something like that. i was listening! i was i was
hooray for the potato fields!

<3me

Monday, February 07, 2005

well.
i may be psychotic and suicidal and insane and depressed.
but!
i'm in love. (like what's new anyway.)
that should curb my whims awhile. perhaps.

<3me